Another Letter

Please take the time to read this, I wrote it for you to read not ignore.When I saw you skating today I started thinking about things and how we fought on friday and I felt bad. That feeling made me think about all the other bad things that have happened between us in this short time that I've known you, and here they are:

1. I'm sorry that we got in a fight on friday.

2. I'm sorry that I make you so mad, I really wish you'd explain it to me sometime.

3. I'm sorry that I apparently treated you like shit.

4. I'm sorry that I dont know why you think I treated you like shit.

5. I'm sorry that I make you feel like shit.

6. I'm sorry that trying to be your friend isn't working out like I had hoped.

7. I'm sorry that we didn't work out the first time.

8. I'm sorry that we didn't work out the second time.

9. I'm sorry that I didn't get back together with you when you asked those times.

10. I'm sorry for all the shitty things that happened to you because of me.

11. I'm sorry that when we were dating we never hung out. I'm sure that if we did things would have turn out differently.

And I don't want to be all negative so here are things I'm not sorry for:

1. I'm not sorry that I met you.

2. I'm not sorry that we dated.

3. I'm not sorry that I got to know you. You are a really, really great guy.

4. I'm not sorry that I find you attractive and think you smell Awesome.

5. I'm not sorry that when we get in a fight we always fix it.

6. I'm not sorry that when we fight I tell you how I feel.

7. I'm not sorry that I ate some of your food when you so kindly took me to Panda on that rainy day.

8. I'm not sorry that we went to that beach on that really shitty day and froze our asses off until it got sunny.

9. I'm not sorry that we made Marc notice a Palm Tree because I turned into a vampire (haha).

10. I'm not sorry that I really like when just the two of us hang out. It's super fun.

11. I'm not sorry that I care about you.

and yeah... thats it... well theirs more but thats enough

and one thing I'm proud of is that I didn't drop one Fbomb in this whole letter.

It took a lot of effort.I really hope you read this letter, writing it made me feel a bit better. I hope reading it did the same thing for you. I hope you don't think I'm wierd for writing this too. Most of all I hope you understand.